For my Name you will SUFFER.

I have sufferered much for this Name but prefer to call it "Shadenfreude" as with any Childbirth, there is much suffering and yet the JOY is so much more when holding the "NEW LIFE" in your hands that have been gestating for so long that broken back, Ribs, Multimple Cranial concussion and feet, hands and having lost half a lung, is really nothing for having gained the LOST WORD or NAME now written into my Forehead where others have the Tikka and symbolism of the Tephillim or Phylacteries to be extended outwards, mine is inwards and only I can see and know it, having to share it which I have been commissioned to DO.